UPDATE ! i am not hateful anymore, my friends decided to come and cheer me up and we took some pics in the back yard, they brought halloween to me! i love my friends, i'm full of love now

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Icannot go out and enjoy the one fucking holiday i enjoy the most, because i was a good girl and did my JOB the right way and had to go out in the pouring rain the other day to close a fertilizer tent that was left open by a coworker the night before. i got soaked to my underwear and now i have a bad cold....i have to stay home on halloween my favorite holiday of all,..i worked my ass off of a kickass costume...i hate the world right now, confined to a house for the entire weekend,..i already had to go home twice for being sick from this ...

i hate so much right now...i know i'm having a temper tantrum, but shit! man! i've planned this for two months! and because i'm a good employee that has to do shitty things i get punished for it by the ultimate insult by mother nature.


i hate sooo much , i'm depressed,...